I don't care if this isn't a memorable post or haven't put a lot of thought into this because frankly im busy! haha but for all those 2 readers out there heres something to quench you're thirst.
it's off stress relief - the office (season 5 episode 13)
This blog is directive to the random readers out there unfortunately, I'm sorry for not pointing the spotlight on you today, but this sort of blog is a somewhat reflective piece of material.
Well, quite recently I've found a gem within my yearly cleaning, a gem that seems to sneak its away for just over 2 years. It is a bestly described as a black book, and no, not those sort of raunchy black books, but a book filled with.. words towards a graduating 16 year old Ivan Cerrafon.
Each person (well most) I've connected with throughout my high school years has added an entry to this special book of mine. Now as I was reading this, mixed emotions sparked.
Sadness, as people may have not reached there goals back then;
Happiness, as people reminded me who I am;
Bitterness, as strong relationships dwindled;
Joy, knowing these people are still accessible;
I could go on, but my English skills aren't up to scratch.
I would love to put each entry here, but that would be tedious to me :) so I'm going to try and do the next big thing, to connect with the people who I have or had (unfortunately) great friendships with. Many memories treasured back then, seems like its go out of date, and is in need for some catch up. I do not want to just throw away something, or maybe even put things right.
So I now add the entry people to a hit-list (sadistically worded, but very effective haha) and make it one of my countless duties to catch up!
Signing off,
Ivan.
It has been over 3-4 months since I have expressed interest in this blog.
Do I decide to kill this miniature project or do I take this bull-like metaphor and utilise it! I say "Yes!" whilst taking control over the horns and kicking the face of procrastination.
Judo-Kick!
Now in your very chairs you're wondering, whoa whats going on?, this orgasmic pleasurable return of Ivan is too much to handle, I nod my head and reply "Prepare". Now you're just in some form of mind-eroded state, Prepare for what? well.. guess what the confusion heightens even more as I do not know whats in store as well.
Secondary Judo-Kick (now targeted to your face!)
Well I have a topic that just blasts the arms right off you. It is the unfortunate return of the most confusing subject of all, Woman. Well what about them you furiously ask seemingly close to vampires (and not those womanzing males pretending to be vampires) I'm talking about the real case of actual deathly vampires. Now you're beginning to understand the topic altogether, its the crazed misconception of females and their desires for this vampiric (or so we may think) male.
First at foremost, let us dissect this character Edward Cullen by using the only facts I know, his name and he is ALLEGEDLY a vampire.
Edward Cullen, now has anyone in the world know of or has dated an Edward? not that I can think of, its because their kind is extinct due to lack of female attention, now I have used science to track this creator of things. you Twilight heads may jump to conclusion and raise their high-pitched voices to the gods and pounce to the answer of being Stephanie Myer.
How very wrong you are.
The only true victor in this situation is a young or old male named Edward, he has been trying to find a way where a woman would say "Edward, my dream-boat honey cookies and custard tart" instead of "Edward, are you sure that's a name? I swear Oprah said it was some sort of scientific element". Firstly Edward was stupid, as Oprah has never mentioned the name Edward, nor does she discuss the periodic chart of elements. Its beyond absurd. Poor Edward just wanted to make a name for himself, and thus with his manipulative ways by shooting bullets of seductive words straight to female and particularly questionable male hearts he has achieved such a goal.
One thing is for sure is that, us as humans are able to adapt to our environment, almost naturally. I'll begin on why, adaptability has struck me as something important for all the limited readers out there in the world.
Economic crisis, plunder? or beneficial? personally you can go two ways about it, you could either mope about it and keep thinking negatively or you can easily take advantage of it. Some people have accessed the market as a way of creating money, personally I haven't mastered, nor learnt how to do this, but in the coming weeks, hopefully it will work successfully. Another example is how some companies have managed to still be ahead of the crisis, some have opted for different changes to there business, for one, with the petrol prices soaring car companies are needed to adapt to these changes for the consumer benefit, this may include electrical cars or different methods of petrol. This is just one case where adaptability is prominent.
So why exactly am I talking about this? well for a miniature rant, i'm tired about how people are hurting on the recession, when you can easily do things positively and make things work. Petrol prices go up? more chance for people to carpool and thus not using too much petrol as well as helping the environment.
Well enough with petrol, but this can be guaranteed in any circumstance you fall into, if you are emotionally ill, you do not mope about, you can adapt to the situation and look at it in a different perspective. I just feel, maybe not as much as a right, that I should let some information pass by to you, knowing if you had a bad day, that if you just take that day differently then you can turn things around so much quickly.
From a guy urging for something great,
- Ivan
As i momentarily play poker on the client PKR, I'd like to give a status update and what has been occurring these days. Well recently I've been applying my positive attitude to things, an been rewarded greatly. My usual days of slothery and gluttony has come to a standstill as I not endure myself, but graciously invite a social and healthy lifestyle into me. I've been considerably grateful for these things, and continue would love to keep this momentum going, by having a gracious attitude toward things, others will be inspired and will manifest with something great.
One example of this that is greatly evident is one of my great mates who has inspired his friends to eat healthy, on top of things his carefree and positive attitude has inspired me to do great as well. I feel like if many people had similar attitudes to us everyone would feel the same way as well. Like means provides like results.
Well when I began getting into this blog, I lost in poker by going all in by a fella who trapped me with his trip Aces which I thought he had none, unfortunate mistake, and curses to you blogger!
The three books that I got, are pretty much things that interest me they are:
The third one was a recommendation from a friend who I believe has great taste, and I know I wouldn't go wrong with it. The other two are some good knowledge book, with one discussing the Law of Attraction and one about Richard Branson a successful businessman. I hope to learn as much as I can from these two and see how I can apply these to my life.
Well the weekend is coming, and my mate has advised me that a blog is due after it, so I'll let the suspense seep through your toes and into your heart.
From a guy who may return to Vlogs,
- Ivan
Quite recently I've finished my one and only mid-semester exam, and I feel exhilirated. I'm so thankful that I managed to even complete the exam as well as providingpassable answers. A big help was actually putting the effort into studying, although some pieces of information were more needed to be absorbed than others, I feel as if I did a decent job.
On a much more better note, I've taken this opportunity to provide time for myself, in self growth in health and studies, not to mention catching up and developing better friendships with others. I've made it my objective to start running once a day which may be tedious at first, will soon evolve into some sort of habitual thing. Also eating much more healthy will be more of a concern to me to keep my body in great shape for whatever comes.
Lastly I just want to wish all the 08 graduates all over Australia on doing a good job with their studies and keeping it all together, I've been through this task 2 years ago and it seems like it was yesterday. I just hope many people don't stray off and feel negative when people start to do their own thing, because in the future you would have so much to catch up on, and when that day comes it's always awesome. In the end I would just love to congratulate you all for going through this far and to send good luck to your studies as well as any future endeavours you manage to get into.
From a guy who's sending good luck to all,
- Ivan
It startled me that I finally know what I want to do. I know in my mind this could be a procrastination method sabotaging my marketing, but it was something to good to pass. I currently have a vision of what I want. This happened out of mild influences as I browsed the net. It occured to me that I and of course you, must take control of our own lifes. We must fulfill what we want to do, or we will surely dwindle to meer nothingness (slight exageration).
This is sort of a subtle confirmation to myself, and a little inspiration to you that we are our own makers of our life, we control what is around, maybe not entirely all, but we can control the things that allow us to push forward to what we want.
Personally I wish for financial freedom, that is being able to not worry about money anymore, which will able me to contribute to society, work my inner and outer self and be a better person with relationships, both family and friend wise.
I must constantly seek for advice and mentors out there who will help me in this journey as well as the encouragement of others as I go through this strict change. As I adapt to this sort of mindset I hope I can share my experiences to all in the future and the trials I have yet to face.
- Ivan, A guy who is in for change
